Why am i so insecure when i have ?

I know the feeling, everybody feels insecure sometimes, but in this case it keeps you from doing the things that you want to. You know your every insecurity, so only you can make yourself confident. The sucky truth is that there are some things you can't change, you just need to make the most with what you have. Work out often and eat healthy, balanced meals. I would suggest certain fish and fruit, like strawberries or tuna. Strawberries contain anti oxidents that are great for your skin, and tuna contains a healthy omega 3 fat. Expierience more with makeup, it really does help looks. I know I can't live without it :) Try Aveeno or Jergans lotion, they work well. Jergans tanning lotion will probably make your skintone more even because it'll make you look darker all over. How you dress and your personality can significantly change how you feel about yourself. Wear things that you feel y in and that fit you well. As you know, guys find confidence y. I promise you that he will enjoy having sex with you if you act more confident than you are. I've struggled with insecurities, and I still wish I could change certain thigns about myself. But looking back a couple years where I could have had incredible moments, I regret it so much. You will wish that you allowed yourself to let loose and live. Life really is short, and you don't want to hold back from living because of how you feel about yourself. It'll take time, but you'll get there. Remember that he loves you, and will accept you. If for every negative thought that you have about yourself you fight it off by thinking positive things, it'll become habit and you'll be naturally confident. Good luck :)